07-15-2017, 02:03 PM
I really hope you get some answers. I also really, REALLY hope that Huck and Kivuli recover. I'm with you on the "if only I could go back..." sentiment. How many times have I said that over the years? My latest being that awful day in May when we lost Tigerlily's newborn. I'd felt him kicking just days before and was so excited. To eagerly wait five months to welcome a new life and then lose him on delivery is just heartbreaking. Being a farmer is terribly hard sometimes. Thank goodness the joy outweighs the tragedy.